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Sorry bout last night...

​It seemed like one long lifetime stuck in one night

I don't know whether I spilled my drink or my emotions..

I know you was in front of me tho..

White dress and greenish eyes.

Gazing into your eyes with every laugh and smile you showed throughout the night.

It was amazing it honestly was..I feel like a asshole spilling the jack and coke on your dress then having the ice cubes go down your dress..

It was all a mess..

Sorry bout last night.. I thought I was being interviewed by Cupid for the love of my life.Stuttered and made a fool of myself.

Last night seemed like I got hired for a tempt job and I had a 90 day period to impress the company or get fired with a mindful of regrets

Sorry bout last night.. I overthink and let my mind get too ahead of me I'm thinking 3 months ahead but I ruined it in about 3 M...minutes

Sorry bout last night..I want to make it up to you by taking you out on a casual date.. like movies and sneaking in candy cause the theater candy is too expensive..

Sorry bout last night.. I think I fell in love with your presence and sadly I had no present 🎁 for your birthday cause you didn't tell me bout it..

Sorry bout last night where I pressed you over a guy who you been knew before you even seemed to know my existence..

Sorry bout last night..I fucked up now you not answering these phone calls.. I think this the 2nd cal..wait I lied it's the 5th..

I know i fucked up when the messages go from Blue.. To not even Delivered

5th like this bottle of crown that only hears all my pleads for you but never responds back. I swear it's playing devils advocate.

So..Sorry bout last night 😔✌🏽



Life Sucks


Last time I spoke on this topic I did it wrong and I owe u all apologies. Since that time a lot has happened. It's NFL playoff time again so when u read this for the second or 3rd time the Pats should have 6 rings. Anyways, let's get to it.


Life doesn't suck. That's the truth. If Life does suck, it's not life, it's u. That's a joke. But seriously Life is great. It's a new year and as many mistakes as we made in the last 365 days, we still here for another year. I thought life's joys were getting drunk having raw sex and wasting other people's time how they do yours. Again I was wrong........ don't get drunk.


It's crazy that I don't drink anymore but whats even more crazy is I don't miss it. My life just continued on like I had never drank a day in my life. The best things in life don't suck, they're free. Breath, light, even water, and if these aren't life joys to u, go awhile without any of them.


The thing that sucks about life is what makes it great: not knowing what's next. Unpredictability is life's trump card (used loosely lol). It's what makes life, life. How boring would Life be if u knew when u would be late for something or knew exactly when all the good times were scheduled.


That's hella wack. Live life the way it was intended: the way u have been doing. I'm not here to preach, I'm here to give useless advice: live. Live is the present tense of life and since it's a new year it can be a new you as well. Sorry if this wasn't "funny" enough of a read but the words are real. Signing off, the artist formerly known as iDWC. Later on.



I thank you.

Thank you for allowing me to experience your blessing,

I thank you. Thank you for seeing the better me I never thought I could be, I thank you.

Thank you for never lying to me, I thank you. Thank you for challenging me constantly so I could learn about myself, I thank you.

Thank you for making me forget about everything else, I thank you.

Thank you for teaching me how to become in touch with my thoughts, I thank you.

Thank you for the advice on life, I thank you.



Thank you for making me feel thing no one ever has, I thank you. Thank you for loving me for me all while helping me, I thank you.

Thank you for noticing things about me I never thought you'd pay attention to, I thank you. Thank you for loving me, I thank you.

Thank you for being a friend to me, I thank you.

Thank you for showing me real, genuine love. Thank you for forming a bond with me I'll never forget, I thank you. I love you, & if you haven't got it by now, I thank you...

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